Friday, August 14, 2009

have been thinking of what jt said yesterday. maybe it took someone to hurt me for me to realise, i've been allowing everyone to step over me. i need to learn to say no. thanks for the peptalk/advice. you may be an ass but still =D
emotional head rush. its crazy, pure and everything i love and hate. i keep saying it over and over again. you're so blind to everything. but its really fine. because that's how i want it to be. for you to stay without being anything but you.
doesn't make much sense in any way yet it makes me ever so happy. did you know? just that stupid smirk of yours makes my heart ache for you. your incorrigible wild ways make me so annoyed but at the end of the day, i always stay.
i just love the Nightworld series. its intoxicating. something like nectarines running down your arm in the summer. the little bit extra that makes everything sweeter. i think its like the original Twilight series (seriously if you read L J Smith, you'd swear stephenie meyer ripped it off from Nightworld). i cant believe reading the book again gave me so much to write down.

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
-taylor swift

what we could have been, 10:39 am.